From a FB post last year – I almost didn’t share. I am trying to write “a thing” every day. A story, poem, non superficial thoughts, and I heard myself think it’s not very good, felt nearly fear and shame at the thought of people seeing it and realized it’s one of my monsters I need to slay. A story I need to untell…. So I had shared it in my private #thewayofyourinnervoicegroup originally, so now it’s time to be a little less scared and share here. Also I have not written a post in 10 days TEN days…it has been some rough times. Partly because I’ve started to come back to the world and do my work and it’s harder than I imagined. So this is still all I have for now. A rehash but still so relevant
The Scratching the clawing
Fighting to get out
Or in?
Outside in, inside out
Impossible to tell
The voices come
Either way
crawling under the skin
words trapped in between
Heart barely beating
Blood rushing
You’ve been at this door
Pounding screaming
Pleading
So many times before
Crying
Hoping
Dreaming
Door cracks
Light enters
Don’t stop now
It’s finally time to go
Jan 29 2021
